In my dream, some former colleagues who knew I was now self employed came to me and asked me to babysit for them. I felt put upon.
It seems to me that anger and snappishness accompanies super-vigilance for me. Which may explain why I have avoided s-v in the past, because of getting punished for anger. And since I don't particularly *like* being angry...
I also can feel people looming at me from the shadows getting ready to complain because I am not paying attention to them.
I'm getting good and ready to explode which might scare off or shrapnel some of these people.