...didn't intend for "making beautiful / frivolous things" to be
excluded from people's lists of what there needs to be more of in the world. I excluded it. I do enjoy a lot what I have chosen to do, but
there is some other stuff I need to choose to do. Another part of the
knot is that the kinds of caretaking I do come easy to me, and there's a
part of my soul that is longing for more of a challenge, but I'm also
terrified of it.